Random

lol at the beginning, i had began this post with a typical me describing the weather. but after poppy asked me to fuck off and be a weather man, i decided to change it up lol. so enjoy this exploration, since im being the bigger (and 'bigger ;D) man and stopping this argument lols

I came into wanting to develop theories about this topic one day after deciding about the course of my life after ICPU.

We are bound to our accomplishments, we are bound to perfection. We as human beings are bound to our monumental successes as much as we are bound to our catastrophic failures. What in essence thus is the purposes of this paradox? How can one be bound to success and yet be bound to failure? Would it not be logical to conclude that to be bound to success eludes failure and to be bound to failure eludes success?

Why do we strive? Why do we compete? Why do we set out to prove ourselves day by day? Psychologically, it is simple. We have a basic desire to assert ourselves positively in society, with subjective perspectives on the definition of positive itself. But what is psychological has not always been rife with ecological validity.

But why do we do so?
I do not know...

I jst lost my train of thought, and it apparently went down a bridge into a fire of flame and fury. I am so pissed, reminds me of the other post that poppy "accidentally" deleted. pfft.
I swear poppy doesnt want me to randomly "philosophise" and neither do ppl
but hey, intellectual pursuits lol.

anyways, guess ill jst have to rant.
and ill make it a sentence: FUCK AMERICAN IDOL
i mean, how many seasons can you listen to before you get sick of ppl singing?
i can sing too, even in my fucking shower. and if i had a gun pointed at your head i bet you would start voting for me to become the fucking american idol.

COME ON PPL, ITS NT EVEN TV
PS: notice how racist american idol has been to other races? (not entirely sure.. but yeah) the winners have been either black (so they wont get sued really) or white (yeah. wtf??). No asian, no latino. Specifically latino since freaking cali is what, more latino now? yeah.